a year

so it's official............it's been one year since my accident.....in which my friend and i were off to study for midterms and got hit by an uncoming car and then a pole........it's been a long and eventful year......one in which i have been more broken physically, mentally and emotionally than i have ever been before......thankfully i wasn't broken spiritually..........but yeah, so much for the monotony of change.............i hope the moments continue to change in a pseudo-predictable small and seemingly stable way.......i hope that change reclaims its slow, small way of creeping up on me..............

i'm getting better..........i'm back at school now, back at work..............but i still have pain and i still get nightmares and i still have strange moments of freaking out.............i still can't remember things and have more trouble processing info than before.............but hopefully............. .........monotonously.........i will regain my normality............unfortunately, i fear that i am going to have to redefine it.................

oh well......on to the celebration!!!!!!!!!!!!!