4ShellB.....(a mini wah!)

it's mere minutes before midnight and i sit at home......at the cusp of a new ..........oh, who the fuck cares........

the point is i'm here....on a night when everyone else seems to be out......at home

my excuse if bronchitis kept me in tonight........that bastard!......i never ever liked him.........yet he pops inot my life whenever he feels like it (usually a holiday) and pushes me around....."stay there"....."sit down"....."oh, you're not going anywhere"........and i take it

but i guess i just have to be patient.......i just have to wait for him to leave......this time, with all his shit........i don't want him to show up unexpected (again) because he left a little momento behind.........some scrap that he thinks entitles him to break and enter my life..........

my excuse.......
......my face is burning........is it my fever or something else
.......a tear scratches my eye.......
and i'm left.......
irritated

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