Tuesday, October 04, 2005

a year

so it's official............it's been one year since my accident.....in which my friend and i were off to study for midterms and got hit by an uncoming car and then a pole........it's been a long and eventful year......one in which i have been more broken physically, mentally and emotionally than i have ever been before......thankfully i wasn't broken spiritually..........but yeah, so much for the monotony of change.............i hope the moments continue to change in a pseudo-predictable small and seemingly stable way.......i hope that change reclaims its slow, small way of creeping up on me..............

i'm getting better..........i'm back at school now, back at work..............but i still have pain and i still get nightmares and i still have strange moments of freaking out.............i still can't remember things and have more trouble processing info than before.............but hopefully............. .........monotonously.........i will regain my normality............unfortunately, i fear that i am going to have to redefine it.................

oh well......on to the celebration!!!!!!!!!!!!!

5 comments:

Anonymous said...

Aw, Kirsten. You got a bad rap this year. Over this year I really haven't heard you talk about the accident and all the friggin' side effects. You should get some $ or something. Not that you would trade that for the accident. Glad things are looking up. Looking forward to many good times with you in the days to come!

rachael said...

yay! you have a blog! and it's pink, just like man, which is fan-freaking-tabulous. never mind what the non-pinkies say. pink is glorious. tee hee. have a good rest of the weekend. i'm gonna sleep now cos my eyelids are sloooowly closing, all by themselves!

Anonymous said...

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rachael said...

P.S. i love how in the post before this one, you spelt dumb "daumb". ha ha.

monotonyOchange said...

thanks for the love......i will try to post more......i don't really get motivated to doso anymore....because school is somehow harder and i'm a little afraid that i will be sucked into the world of blog and it will in turn suck out what is left of my brain (note its effects on shell)